Thursday, June 9, 2011

بس 11002

at 6/09/2011 11:35:00 AM 4 comments Links to this post
صباحو
اليوم قرقرت افتح ايميلي الياهو بعد غياب اكمن شهر عنه...لاني بكرهه
فا
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مصدومة بجد ومش بنطق
كل هاي ايميلات
11002
اي عمره لا حدا شيّك ايميلو
:K:




نصيحة: تشتركوش بجروب نواف
:*oh:


Sunday, June 5, 2011

شو اعمل

at 6/05/2011 02:54:00 PM 14 comments Links to this post
بكرا 6/6 عيد ميلاده
:( + :)

كل سنة بعمله حفلة وبجيبله هدية وبنطلع نتعشى برا

طيب الوضع مكركب
بنحكيش مع بعض

اشتري هدية زي كل سنة والا انسى
وأطقع
وما اهتم بمشاعره زي ما هو ما اهتم بمشاعري ودعس عليها

بس
thats not me

ينعن اخت جنس حوا شو انه ضعيف وعاطفي

قلبي بقلي اخزي الشيطان يا بنت وعدّي يوم بكرا على خير -بلكي كان فاتحة خير لاعادة التواصل- وعقلي بقلي ما اعمل اشي وما اجيب هدية ولا حتى اقله كل عام وانت بخير
:(
i cant do that.. but if i had too i will :(

yn3n gorgo3

وعلى الهامش...شو اجيبله هدية؟ تحكوليش عطر..قميص..كرافة..ماكينة حلاقة..بنطلون..كندرة..موبايل..ساعة..اواعي..اكسسوارات للسيارة..الخ الخ..لانه كله جبته وكررته كمان
:(

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Home...Alone...

at 6/01/2011 01:43:00 PM 15 comments Links to this post
Hiz
kefkom..zaman 3nkom

its my first day home after submitting my resignation from work month ago !
well.. i had a big fight with my husband.. i mean BIG
BIG fight.. he doesn't want me to work any more ! Huh..what the hell.
He wants me to stay home to look after my baby and clean the house !
as if am not looking after my 3oday and the damn house !

anyhow,, i dont know why im publishing such private issue..why now? well he broke my laptop too and took my 2 mobiles and turned my life upside down till i submitted my resignation.
Who the hell r u to control my life??!!!,... aaaah i forgot u r my husband !! so i must OBEY u without resistance ..ok.. majesty!!

Dear...lets talk about it...No.. hey u know im working and compensating in the household expenses, he said he doesn't want my pity money and he can open 3 houses providing every thing!! How come while my salary is higher than yours !!!
you dont want me to work due to my working hours? . i can ask my boss to make my working hours to 2:00 PM like public sector... but NO!!1

i called my father and brother to help me out.. after listening from both sides.. they couldnt do anything.. the Least word is to my husband and i must accept the new imposed situation to live "mstoorah" !!!

Well.. im writing out of anger to his stupid damned unreasonable masculine way of thinking.. he just want to "tmshi kilmto" regardless of the bad coming sequences...
well.. tlagga 3ad yaba

yesterday was my last day working.. i said goodbye to my colleagues with tears
i dont know what to do now...of course "boozy shebreen" but im happy now that he will see with days coming how much i was helpful even without telling him that i pay for this or for that.. im sure that he will "yt5ozaG" regardless the two other jobs he handles


His parents -of course- taking his side.. but when they discovered that my salary is higher than his, they indirectly asking me to negotiate with him Politely to change his mind..bla bla bla...!!! so, its a matter of money now? !!!

many actions happened the whole month .
but to make the story short ,yesterday he send me sms telling me that he can't stand seeing me upset and if i want to stay at work i can..!!!!!! shoooooooooo btGooooooooooool..la ya sheeee5...tb u didnt see me upset the whole month y3ne???

ma ana bsht'3l lo3beh 3nd o5tak!!!!
blash soso 5od nadia !!!
it seems el guilt feeling start working hehheeeee

for me... from that sms till this moment i didnt talk with him a word neither replying his 872365476254726 miss calls

i'll back to work.. but not now.. after 5-6 months.. just i want to "agro9 dano shway".. im not a game to play with.. im the master of my own decision NOT u..whenever u want me to work i'll work because i want to not because u wants me to !!

i dont know what to write more.. some how i got relief 20% by writing about it.

i want to show him what nmroodeh really is,u r my husband 3ala 3ene w 3ala rasi.. and i do respect u.. but i'll turn ur life upside down if u dared to play with me such trivial games again!! im a true rebellion and will not obey u blindly , i have my own life, i have my own character, i'll live like what i want not like what u want even though it costs me to separate from u !!!
faGa3it l2ne !

لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين